bored in science

I have the overwhelming feeling

that I'm going to die

Sometimes my mind takes over

and my feelings grow stronger-I think to much,

wish to much and even dream to much

I hate falling, hate hurting but I've gotta hunch

Someday, Somewhere, I'll be able to show you

What I see - when I dream when I wish

for the things involving you -

the things you do

make me break-might fall-may not

make it through

Sometimes my mind wanders

but I don't want it too

Sometimes I really miss you

and I don't want to

You left your mark in my mind

your smell, your touch, and even your taste

I'm going to run away and maybe someday,

you'll think of me and remember me at night

remember holding me tight

and actually sleeping through the night

Right now i miss you

and I'm really getting used to-

forgetting, letting, go, jumping off the bridge

this is the end

I'm hanging by a thread

Just cut me loose and you'll see

you're supposed to be -with me